Trying Something New

 Salam Aidiladha Kawan-Kawan!

To those who go for Haji, semoga anda semua pulang dengan selamat. Amin.

Getting Stronger.

To think i will fall for you? Nope, i don't. I wanna live my own life now. Although i miss someone right now, my heart will still take no one cause i know i will be hurt again. Guys, i know y'all just want to have a companion that will make your day shine but sometimes you take it for granted and you don't realise you have hurt human's heart which is obviously have feelings. Do you know how hurt it is to have a heart that was broken by someone you thought will love you like forever? Have you ever think of that. I hate to say this but yeah, guys ain't mature at this stage. After cousin's gathering, I have learned whats the meaning of true love, sincerity and maturity. I admit I am not that mature when it comes to relationship. Sis Juliana, thank you for waking me up. I am honoured to have the eldest cousin giving me good advices. Ya allah, semoga Allah s.w.t memberikanku kekuatan menghadapi segala dugaan sepanjang hayatku ini, bimbinglah diriku ke jalanmu yang benar dan semoga ku tidak melupakanMu. Amin. I want to apologize to Suffyan. Im sorry for not being there andI hope you understand. Love have to wait for now. Its not because I hate you or what, its just not the right time. Come on,I don't think so you will wait for me babe. The right guy will always wait for the one he loves no matter how long it takes. Well Suhaila, you have to move on and there is nothing to waste now, get kickin'. Dance Showcase on 19th December at MainStage Heeren Shopping Centre from 5p.m till 6p.m. Do come down and support. Btw, I miss Spartans! It was a heart-warming yet happening Red Camp. The Student Leaders were awesome. To upcoming olevel students, don't miss out the RedCamp7 next year aye!
I will be going to NgeeAnnOpenHouse in 2010, i will checking out the NRA and NPfloorball. I am looking forward for that. Hazlina, I hope I can join you this Sunday for the donation but due to my dad, I will be kind of having a lil' problem to go out ya see. I know this sound sickening but yaaa, what to do.Im not really the type who can go out as I please and i have a Strict dad. Sigh. Ive been sneakin' out for dance practices for your info people just to avoid my dad to actually hold me back from dance. Thanks to mum who have faith and trust in me. Mum, I won't let your tears rolling down because of me except for crying out of happiness. Love you Mum and Dad. Vote for Sezairi Sezali, I love his voice. Unique.

His Bon Voyage

I WILL MISS THAT GUY : (
Have a safe and return journey, yeah?
Take care!

Frames

I love the way katy perry posed for photo shoots. Well, I have nothing better to do except surf the net. Haha. 2 more days to go to the end of olevels. There will be Malay paper tmrw morning and yes, I have to retake again as I am not satisfied with my previous grade. Sigh. I have to try my best for tmrw's paper. Wish me luck. So, schoolmates, ready for graduation night? I am so looking forward to that big event. I should say that I'm nervous and excited. Oh dear, my pimples do not seem to go away. Ah! Someone help me and get rid of those pores in a few days' time. Madrasah's final exam's venue will be changed to Madrasah Aljunied instead of Wisma Indah. Phew! No more Kembangan! HAHA! There will be upcoming events after Olevels such as Dance Showcase, Cousin's Grand Wedding Ceremony and blablabla. I want to get a part-time job seriously. I want money! If you know any job vacancies, do tell me a.s.a.p. Contact me thru email,ok ? Crush ? Nah, I guess I won't have the time to spend time with any guys. I don't want to end up getting hurt and everything will go into a  big mess! Lets enjoy the freedom being solo! Its even better and no boys can nag at you for neglecting him or what. Girls tend to be very weak when it comes to love or should I say monkey love? okay yes, agree with that to a large extent. To all the ladies who were hurt before, kick their ass off! Hah! We got to be strong and stand up for our rights. We must be respected!Gee! I guess thats all I want to say. Do take care of yourself and I should say that myself every second of my life. So long,folks! Enjoy my recent browsed video on Youtube below.

Return Journey

Good Afternoon Readers! Yes, I'm back to blogger and blogging after shifting to other kinds of online blogs such as tumblr and onsugar. Sigh. Its such a trouble and all the blog systems are seriously foreign to me. Anyway, I don't blog that much and not many of you guys gonna read, right? I hope so. -.-" I have promised to blog again right after my olevels but seems like Ive started blogging earlier than it was supposed to. This is due to my itchy hands which desired me to blog and surf the internet world. I'm going to take my biology exam tomorrow at 2.30p.m. Goodluck to literature students who are going to sit for the literature paper in the morning. Haha. Its your turn now to have two papers on the same day. I had my history and art on Tuesday and I should tell you it was miserable to have two papers in one day. You will be dead tired. My hands were so weak to draw and paint for my Art but I endure and told myself that I could do it. Its a matter of the willingness to put effort on every exam. It's true that it's such a hassle to sit for exams but lookin' back, the exams are the future for us. We want to move on to a higher education, we have to test our ability to suit ourselves to a much higher level in terms of thinking skills and effort. Thus, we will know our weaknesses and improve one step at a time but not de-prove. No one wants to be unsuccessful. With a more challenging journey, we have to start to be great and people won't look down on us. Well, after achieving our goals, we must not forget people who support us all this while. Parents are the number one priority, we have to thank them for giving us the necessities and encouragement for us although one of our parents don't show it in front of our naked eyes. They may shout and nag at you but no, they don't hate you. They actually love you and wants you to move on with life. I know all of this because Ive experience it with my own eyes and myself too. A touch of love for them will make their life a much brighter perspective. I feel sympathetic to parents who have children who don't care about them but I have to ensure I care for myself and family before giving advices to those type of people. Humans make mistakes and theres never an escape to that in life. That is why that there is such phrases like ' no one is perfect '. Thinking bout perfect imperfect, I feel everyone is special. Everyone in this world is gifted with their own talents and specialities. Some may be talented in music, some may be gifted to have the interests in searching cure to any diseases. Everyone plays a part. Hence, to be perfect is to not think about the word 'perfect' in our brain. Hahaha! So people, do think about people around you and the friends we have made, care for them and im sure they will care for you too. I wonder why I write this. Hah. Oh well, maybe, I just want you think about it everyday. Birthday is actually the day you have to reflect about yourself. If youre 30 years old, reflect about the 30 years you have been living in this world. You can celebrate but actually theres no need to celebrate. A birthday wish will be enough for your birthday present as a sign that they still know your birthday date and they care for you. Hmm. I guess I will stop here. Have a great day ahead! Btw, Graduation night is coming! yeay! haha.